Closed for Spiritual Maintenance.

The past two years have been the hardest ones yet, but in tandem, the most joyous & deepest peace Iโ€™ve experienced to date.โฃ
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๐—ช๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ž๐š๐œ๐ก ๐ฎ๐ง๐ž๐ฑ๐ฉ๐ž๐œ๐ญ๐ž๐ ๐ญ๐ซ๐š๐ ๐ž๐๐ฒ - ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ง๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฉ๐š๐ข๐ง ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ซ๐ž๐ญ๐œ๐ก ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐๐จ๐งโ€™๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ž๐ž๐ฆ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐š๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐›๐ฅ๐ž.โฃ
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Divorce, starting over financially, losing my Mom unexpectedly, yada, yada, yada. โฃ
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Because there was so much uncertainty with my fragile broken heart, I had no choice but to surrender. ๐€๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐ข๐ž๐ง๐๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐€๐‹๐‹ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ ๐จ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฎ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ ๐ž๐ฑ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฌ! The magic, the joy, the blessings, the electric current that courses through your veins in case you doubted what you were made of! โฃ
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The bummer is that itโ€™s ridiculously exhausting learning lifeโ€™s lessons the hard way. Always inconvenient at best. โฃ
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So back in January when I made my yearly vision board (I know, Iโ€™m one of those people) - I wanted to find a way to get to that ๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐ง๐ข๐ซ๐ฏ๐š๐ง๐š without having to kill off loved ones or end up homeless on the streets.โฃ
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(Btw trying to find that photo in a magazine to pin up was no small feat, but if you scroll left, I did find this picture and it somehow made sense). โฃ
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Six months later, Jake invited me to go to Burning Man.โฃ
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A temporary metropolis in the middle of the desert dedicated to community, art, self-expression, self-reliance, gifting, decommodification, leaving things better than how you found them and IMMEDIACY. โฃ
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Immediacy is a fancy way of saying PAY ATTENTION. Lean in. Feel the feels.โฃ
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So for the next week, starting tomorrow, I will be completely OFF THE GRID - to play, to wonder, to write, to wear fabulous outfits & feel the electric current that only the divine can provide.

Lauren Paige